They did an MRI and some other tests. He has one disk which has some problems but it isn't bad enough where they felt the case was surgical. And even if they didn't know about Simon's problems, it wouldn't surprise them to see something like that on ANY 8 year old dachshund. So that means that the crate rest has been helping and that the disk might have gotten better from where it was a couple of weeks ago or that his issues are caused by something else. But she didn't want to just run random tests when we don't have any indications of where to go. Simon is still on crate rest and we have to take him back to her in 2 weeks to see how he is then. In the meantime, we are to watch for any other symptoms. And, naturally, if he gets worse we are to go back sooner.
Thank GOD we have pet insurance. The tests alone were 1600+ pounds ($2700).
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exhausted
So we are going to be taking him to a specialist. There are some fairly local to us, but they want us to take him to a really good one in Birmingham. The vet was frank about not wanting to mess around and wanted to get him the best care possible as soon as possible. I love our vet! They are calling the place today to make the referral and will call us with the details.
I'm really worried about our cute little guy. I started crying as we were waiting to pay. So stupid. It isn't like we have bad news. It is the unknown that bothers me so much. I worry about the unknown because my mind automatically fills it with bad stuff. Reality I can deal with. Facts I can deal with. Even bad ones... because I can formulate a plan. I can adapt. But not knowing... there is no way to prepare or accept.
But what I do know is this... Simon is still a happy dog. He chews on his bone and squeaks his toy and wags his tail. The other day we caught him rolling on his back on the dog bed (cockroaching). He snuggles and cuddles and kisses. When he whines, it isn't from pain but because he has to stay in his crate when he doesn't want to be. Sometimes he DOES want to be in in crate... because then Allie can't take his bone.
Hopefully we will soon find out what is wrong and deal with it.
UPDATE: The vet called and we have our referrel. We are going to be seeing a neurologist/neurosurgeon at 9am on Friday. Here is the place we are going: http://www.willows.uk.net/en-GB/home According to their website, they seem like a pretty good place. They have 6 spinal surgeons on staff. Plus, a couple of years ago they did the first canine knee replacement in Europe. I'm hopeful that they will be able to get to the bottom of Simon's problems.
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worried
Maybe this is just how it will be until his legs finally give out. Good days and bad days. It breaks my heart though. He is still on the anti-inflammatories and goes back to the vet on Wednesday for re-assessment. Though when we saw him previously, he did say 2-4 weeks of crate rest and it has only been a week and a half... so we'll see.
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sad
Me:
Well, I put creamer in the coffee machine this morning instead of coffee if that tells you anything. 0_o
Last week I finally broke down and went to the doctor. I don't really like going to the doctor and so I often just manage myself and self medicate to deal with things. The back issue has been dragging on forever though. It was getting much better, but I think having to carry Simon so much has made it go afoul again. I've been self medicating with ibruprofin and it helps but it just isn't helping enough. Plus, I needed a new prescription for my asthma meds and my reflux meds. So we go to a private physician that was recommended somewhat near to us. Great... I go see her. I explain about needing prescriptions because mine are running out. And these are prescriptions that I have been taking for years and will likely need to take for the rest of my life (or at least for the forseeable future). Then I explain my back situation and that the ibruprofin isn't helping as well as I'd like. I also explained that I don't like drugs that make me feel high or unsteady, but need something that would release that muscle. I know these drugs exist because I had one when I injured my shoulder a few years ago. Unfortunately, I don't remember the name. Ok, so anyways... she tells me to try an arnica cream for my back and maybe acupuncture or pilates. WTF?!! And then as we are leaving, I realize she has only written the prescriptions for ONE MONTH. And for this I paid 145 pounds ($270)?! That is bullshit. I could see if I was asking for a narcotic, she might think I was a drug seeker or something. But I was specifically NOT asking for anything that was a narcotic. GRRRRRRR! I will not be going back there. So now in 28 days, I will be back in the exact same situation I was last week. No meds and stiff spasming back. So stupid. Now keep in mind that we have insurance, but it is an international insurance so we have to pay for doc visits and prescriptions up front, but get reimbursed. So even though we will get the money back, I just think it was a waste of money in general. For the price of the doctor visit, I could have bought 6 months worth of my prescriptions online.
David:
He has gotten a new job which is better for him in many ways: money, stress, etc. It is in the same place just a different department. He doesn't switch over until the beginning of next month, but at least he knows it is coming. He has been feeling a bit funky lately though. A few evenings this week and last week, he just feels drained and headachey like he has a flu or something. He has a mild cough too. No fever. So he goes to bed early and in the morning feels perfectly fine. The cough isn't too bad so I don't think that is the cause. I'm wondering if it is just a combo of being overtired and overstressed.
Simon:
He has his good days and his bad days. Late last week I was convinced that he was getting better. He didn't seem quite as wobbley and his legs didn't shake as bad when he was going to the bathroom. Well... then he made an ass out of himself over the weekend. Remember the soft sided crate we bought him last week? Well, he doesn't seem to mind it too much. The first day he whined about it, but now he has realized that he can take his favorite bone in there and Allie can't take it from him. We have been avoiding putting them both in their old crate because we are afraid that Allie might walk on him or something. Not that she does this often, but she does sometimes. And since he likes his new crate... seemed like a good alternative. Last Thursday, I had a doctor's appt as I already mentioned. So we put Simon in his new crate and Allie in the old crate. When we returned, Simon had gotten out of his crate and was UPSTAIRS. Yep. He climbed all of the stairs. And he pulled all of the sheets and blankets off the bed too. He was a busy boy. When David put him in the crate, he had left both zippers in the down position (the door zips like luggage where you have a zip at each end). All Simon had to do was scratch at the bottom of the door a bit and the zippers unzipped. This weekend, we needed to go grocery shopping so we put Simon in his new crate again thinking that we would just put the zippers all the way at the top. We returned to find Simon out of his crate again.... he had ripped a hole in the door. Gah! He was downstairs but I think he had probably been hopping on and off the furniture. That combined with the effort it must have taken to rip open the crate, he was pretty shakey. On Monday, he was obviously worse. He didn't finish his breakfast because his legs got too tired before he was finished eating. Same yesterday morning. Last night, David had the bright idea to put the small bed we keep in the kitchen next to his food so that he could sit down. And it worked! He sat there and ate all of his dinner. And I did the same this morning and he ate all of his breakfast. We have gotten much stricter on the crate rest too. There will be no more shinanigans like this weekend. We are trying not to leave him for any extended time, but when we do, he will be in the old crate with Allie. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention, I was able to sew up the crate door. It was just a straight rip in the mesh. No biggie.
Allie:
Spoiled as always! We are trying to make an extra effort so that she doesn't feel left out because of all of the extra attention needed by Simon. We are also trying to keep her from jumping off and on the furniture. Not an easy task, trust me! But we are at least reducing how often she does it so hopefully she won't have the same problems Simon is having now.
We have also pulled out the space heater for the dogs. Now they are in hog heaven!
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tired
We went to the vet yesterday and the diagnosis is what I expected: he has a slipped disc. Disc disease hits one in four dachshunds so it is something we were aware of when we decided to have them in our family. And because of this, we have kept our dogs crate trained. That way they are less stressed out if they have to be put on crate rest to recover.
The vet said that he is in the very early stages and that the disc is just starting to bulge which has inflamed the area around the spinal cord. Simon hasn't been showing any symptoms of pain because he probably isn't feeling any pain. The doctor said that the inflammation is probably pressing on the spinal cord and keeping some of the signals from going between brain and legs. However, Simon was still aware of where his legs were and put them back into position when the doctor was doing the neurological tests. That is a good thing.
The doctor placed him on an anti-inflammatory. He gets it with his dinner in the evening. And it is a honey flavored liquid so no fighting to get a pill in him! Simon thinks it is yummy. He is also on crate rest for the next 2-4 weeks. The doctor is going to re-evaluate him in 2 weeks to see how things are progressing.
We didn't want to use the crate we put them in when we are away from the house. It is big enough for both dogs and is a hard plastic. He would be somewhat isolated in there. Plus we wanted to be able to have him in the living room with us. We went to the pet store last night and they had the absolute perfect thing! It is a portable crate which can be packed flat when not in use. It is soft sided with a hard frame and it is mesh on all sides so he can feel more a part of the room. We also bought a really soft bed to put inside. I wish I could find my camera to take a picture of it. Wait... found one online:
I like that it has the zipper part on top because I can give him some cuddles without him trying to get out. Today is his first time in the kennel and he isn't very happy, but he will get used to it. He has a hard time with change anyway. I keep telling him he is a good boy and Allie is laying on the bed right next to him and they are both right by the little heater. He has his favorite toy in there and the bone he likes to chew, so once he settles, he will be fine. He has to be because there isn't really any alternative. In the evenings, David and I put him between us on the couch because he won't jump down. And at night, he is still sleeping with us. He doesn't have to be in the crate 24/7, but just isn't allowed to jump up or down on anything or climb.
Oh good. He has settled down and gone to sleep. :)
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optimistic
The biggest challenge is Simon himself. He is clearly not in any pain. He wants to run and jump all over the house like normal. Trying to keep him somewhat sedate and not jumping on/off stuff is making me mental. The one thing he will not do is climb the stairs. Whew!
I am very worried about my sweet little boy.
:(
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stressed
Simon is showing some signs of hind leg weakness. He had a very short episode the other day, but he was very cold at the time so thought it was him shivering. This morning he very clearly was having a problem with his hind legs. He was swaying slightly in the rear end when he was standing still and seemed slightly unsteady when he walked. It seems intermittant right now so I am watching him. It has been really cold in the house lately, so I am keeping him warm and trying to keep him from jumpin off/on the furniture and keeping him off the stairs. I even pulled out the space heater (dang expensive electricity sucker that it is)! If he doesn't improve, we'll take him to the vet. Though even if he does improve, I know this is just a harbinger of things to come. One out of four dachshunds have some degree of back paralysis, but he is only 8 so we were hoping that nothing like this would be happening too soon. Of course, if he does go that route, it doesn't have to mean that he will have to be put down. David's mom's dachshund was completely paralyzed in his back legs and he lived for quite some time. He did eventually have to be put down, but it was more because of other health issues. As long as Simon isn't suffering, we'll make accommodation for whatever special care he needs.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. For now, I think I just sit here with him and pet him and try not to cry. He's rolling on his back right now wanting his belly to be rubbed.
Here is a pic of him taken a while back wearing his little sweater:
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worried
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cold
Happy Birthday KASS!!!
This isn't entirely unexpected. As I mentioned, she just turned 96 and has been getting weaker and weaker as time progresses. Her dementia is pretty far progressed so that she doesn't really know anyone but his mom anymore. The feisty little Frenchwoman just isn't in there anymore. So sad. I've cried a bit about the news, but truthfully I've already partially mourned her loss over the years as her dementia worsened. She already had it when I met her, but it only affected some of her memory then. Her funny personality was still very much in evidence. David and I laugh often at little stories of her antics. We pretty much said our goodbyes to her when last we saw her. Even then we weren't sure if she even knew who we were. Sometimes she knew David as himself and sometimes she thought he was Robert (her son, David's uncle).
Not sure what we will do. David's mom said that we shouldn't fly out. I don't know what David will decide. Whatever he wants to do, we'll do.
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sad
There are two projects that I have been closely following on my friends list (
I also have a regency gown that I promised to Bryony (my naming daughter's sister). As the fabric she selected is very light and sheer, I am wondering if it would be best put off until spring. It will be too cold to wear it until then and she might grow this winter. She is 15 so her body may be shaped a bit different by next spring. I'll have to remember to talk to her about that and ask her what she prefers. If she wants me to do this now, I'll put this at the top of my to-do list as I promised it to her. It would be done by now if we hadn't decided to move early.
I also want to make at least one new gown for the winter. I am looking for something that doesn't require a crinoline. Probably something very 1840s. I'd love to have it by the Christmas Faire where out group is performing, but I think that is in November and it doesn't give me much time. I can always wear what I wore last year. It looked very "victorian christmas."
I also need to go through this journal and fix the tags. They are rubbish currently. I need to make tags specific to projects too. Of course, it always seems that I am rushing through a project to complete it in time for something so I have not always been documenting as I should, I need to be better about that in the future.
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cheerful
Yet, my memories are mixed. While I am still saddened and horrified by what happened eight years ago, I also know that my husband and I might not have married and had our happy life if it wasn't for 9/11.
But I want to start working on an 1840s gown and corded petticoat and a bustle gown and bustle petticoat. Oh! And redo the cover on my Uniquely You dress form so that it has the same measurements as me when corseted. I am thinking of putting on the corset and then fitting the cover. Maybe I should just order another cover and have one my regular measurements (which it is now) and do another with the corseted measurements. I'd still put the corset on it to work with it but the foam isn't as squishable as I am.
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cheerful
I can't believe I forgot to mention this earlier. The neighbor who invited us to dinner last night, Ali, is a SEAMSTRESS!! She has the most magnificent workroom that I have ever seen. It is what I would imagine some of the big designers have for a workroom. She apparently does modern clothes and corsetry. I'm not sure if it is a business or something she does for herself.
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cheerful
Tonight we are going to go see Scarface in the cinema with a friend of ours, Gareth. Every month they have a special one-day showing of an older film. Last month it was The Blues Brothers... and yes, we went! There were quite a few there. I wonder how many will show up to "say hello to my little friend."
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cheerful
What a nice surprise. :)
Edited to add: And we had a GREAT time! The couple who live across from us were also there. The food was fantastic and there were lots of laughs. It feels really good to meet people here so quickly. :)
- Mood:
pleased
I'm really happy to be in our new home. We have no food, of course, so we walked across the street to the pub/restaurant and had a delicious meal tonight. Now we are lounging around with the dogs and relaxing. In a while, I think I am going to take a bath in the jacuzzi tub and go to sleep. I don't think I'll have to worry about insomnia tonight!
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exhausted
Good News: Our movers have set the date of our move!
Bad News: It is tomorrow. And we aren't packed yet.
Good News: Our internet equipment was delivered yesterday to our new house. I had to be at the new house at 7am to wait. (estimated 7am-2pm)
Bad News: It was broken so they sent a replacement to arrive today. So I had to be at the new house this morning again at 7am.
Worse News: After waiting all day at the new house... and therefore not spending my time packing at the old house... I called to find out that they are actually sending it on Monday. Bastards.
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frustrated
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relaxed
1. Went to the movies on Saturday night. We saw GI Joe (which my husband has been pestering me to see) and Inglourious Basterds.
GI Joe: Don't waste your money. It isn't boring. There is constantly something going on (fights, chases, explosions, etc) so it certainly keeps your attention, but the plot is a conglomeration of stuff stolen from other movies. And a great percentage of the movie is CGI... and not the greatest quality, I'm sorry to say. They even used CGI for things that didn't need to be done that way, like a motorcycle weaving through traffic.
Inglourious Basterds: Fantastic!! I wasn't sure what to expect other than it is a movie set in Nazi Germany. But it is funny and interesting and clever and sometimes gross (it is a Tarantino move, after all!). I can generally guess what is coming up in most movies but I think that happened twice at most in this movie. It was really great!
2. Moving into the new house continues. I'm feeling very overwhelmed by it because I just want to be living there already. We are trying to move lots of things ourselves, but it is tough because we only have the car. Plus, David has an injured shoulder and I have an injured leg, so we aren't as effective as we would like to be. We have moved the kitchen table/chairs and the fabric stash and victorian stuff. We are trying to move as much as we can because we don't want an outrageous moving bill like we had last time. We moved 20 minutes away and it was 1000 GBP ($1700)!! To me, that is just ridiculous. I need to get some quotes on this move so we can just get it over with, but I am a bit afraid. Silly I know.
3. I've made some decisions regarding my sewing to-do list. When we did the dance demo at Belgrave Hall a couple of weeks ago, I wore my 1830s day gown because we weren't sure if we would be stuck in a small room due to rain. The weather ended up being fine, but I recognize that having gowns of a smaller circumference might be a good idea. I had already been planning to do a couple of bustles and natural form gowns, but there were also some crinoline ones in there. I have decided that I am going to hold off doing any more crinolines (with the exception of maybe one ballgown which I've already planned). I'm going to do the bustles and natural forms and also explore some 1840s-1850s fashions. So expect some posts on corded petticoats once we get settled in the new house!
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calm
